1.Pendulum

I pick up the phone to call*
I dial 323
And quick hang up and stare at the wall
Would he even talk to me?
I write down what I wanna say
But then I throw the page away

Part of me saying he's not even worth the pain
Part of me keeps wishing he were in my arms again

There's a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight
Back and forth, keeping score
Should I love him or leave him I can't decide
Tell me which is wrong and which is right
Was it perfect?
Is it faded?
Is it worth it?
Is it breaking?
How much longer can I wonder if he's the one?
Or if this is done
I can't stop this pendulum, yeah
No, I can't stop this pendulum

It's so hard to picture him
Holding someone else
But then the voice is whispering
I'm better off by myself
My friends are taking me out tonight
But will I get him off my mind

Part of me knows why we drifted we were both to blame
Part of me can help us hear it when I say his name

There's a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight
Back and forth, keeping score
Should I love him or leave him I can't decide
Tell me which is wrong and which is right
Was it perfect?
Is it faded?
Is it worth it?
Is it breaking?
How much longer can I wonder if he's the one?
Or if this is done
I can't stop this pendulum

They always say when you know
You know
I just can't figure this out on my own
Someone please tell me which way to go
Where do I go?
Cause I can't stop this pendulum

There's a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight
Back and forth, keeping score
Should I love him or leave him I can't decide
Tell me which is wrong and which is right
Was it perfect?
Is it faded?
Is it worth it?
Is it breaking?
How much longer can I wonder if he's the one?
Or if this is done
I can't stop this pendulum
How much longer can I wonder if he's the one?
Or if this is done
I can't stop this pendulum, yeaaah
I can't stop this pendulum
I can't stop this pendulum
No, I can't stop this pendulum